You know today, I went to do something I was avoiding doing all this time, when I should have....

I went to see the school grades of my finals!


This always had been something that stressed and scared me alot. School is one of my biggest fears, and just go to see a grade scared me because simple numbers could change a life.

I'm scared, because I have already failed something once, and I know that if I fail again it would be really difficult for me...

However, this time my grades would really change something, because If I failed again, I would have to give up of going to the University for a long time and thus expanding my studies longer.

So you can't imagine how much this stressed me, I was procrastinating but at the same time it made things harder, because I didn't stop thinking about it all the time, it was almost driving me insane.

Anyway, I took my courage and I went to see it today, only a couple of minutes before  typing this and...


I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM SO HAPPY!!!
My grades are so great, I really can't believe it. I really thought I would failed something, or just barely pass with a 60, but I really had great grades and I just can't believe it I passed !!! ;7;

Even in french, where I have a lot of difficulties I passed, and I even got a note from my teacher saying that I did a great job, that she was proud of me and that she is wishing me luck and succees for my studies.

It made me so happy!! I can't even express that in words ;u;  I-I just!! jasdkljhAFcvn kndknldfn lol xD

I hope it's a sign that 2012 will be successful for me (and for everyone), I have a cold right now and am so tired, but I think 2012 has started great for me!! =,D It started better than last year anyway lol

I hope it will continue =)

P.S. I think I made lots of errors while typing this lol xD I am sorry i am just so happy =;)