yesterday night, I told my problems to one of my friends.

It was like this friend, that I can really trust and I once made her so upset because of something and I am glad that she is still there for me. I will do the same thing for her.

Anyway, I told her my problems and everything that has been wrong with me currently and I can't thank her enough to have listened to me, because I really felt that others were ignoring my problems.

And it's true that once you tell someone your problems you feel relieved. It worked for me and it's not the first time, but I never learn. Everytime I have a problem I keep it for myself and suffer in silence. I have to learn to be more open, especially to the people I trust.

I really felt better today, but I wonder how long it will last! I mean this is thursday and I have my stupid class.
We have an oral production and even though I know what I am suppose to say, I am still worried because there is other stuff you have to do and I am stressed about this because I don't understand.

I just have this big feeling something really bad will happen.
*sigh* -_-lll

Let's see how this is going to end.