I hate saturdays and just my life in general.

I feel like I'm the cause of problems for so many people and then when I have problems i just don't have the  right to get out of it ;n;

I had a fight with my mother, I only wanted to talk to her about my job which I am more than tired about, but in the end she didn't understand, so I cried because I am just so sick of everything, she replied to that with insulting me, which didn't help anything.  I am so tired of being scold and insulted. I mean, I was fucking scold all this damn day, and then I come from work and I want to talk with someone and that person insults me, I was more than tired of everything! So i angrily told her to stop and then she yell at me saying that I have no respect and that I will never be anything ...

I am so tired, I never felt like my existence was this worthless in my fucking life, I just wish I could disappear....