I did so many things today and it ended up being so emotionally exhausting for me.

I don't know how to explain, I guess it's because I am really stressed, but you know how thursday I said I was paniking and I didn't know why. Well it was like this today, but less paniking. I wanted to cry so much, but at some very random time, like is that even normal?

Is crying for absolutely no reason is normal? I have google it and the option that they gave me is because I might be stressed. A lot of things are making me nervous and it makes me sad QnQ

I don't want to end my summer holidays like this...I just...I think I ruined my own holidays. The only time I was supposed to be happy; I ruined it. With stupid things.

I want to apologize to be a burden...I want to say sorry for all the things I have done...I want to make people happy, especially my beloved ones.