I had one of the weirdest day today.

It's been a very long day I must admit and I am incredibly tired.

I went to visit my friend at her school. I don't know what to say, at first I thought we wouldn't meet , but we finally did. We did find the time somehow, and I met my friend.

It was good talking to her and all, and I even went to one of her class lol x,D Never thought I would accept to go to a class on my own will kinda. But I did.

I thought it was great, her class seemed so clear and it passed quite fast too. Though, I must admit I felt a little sad for some weird reason. You see she has a class of quantitative methods, and I also have one, only mine is at the University and she is like at a College called Cegep here. Anyway, the thing is that her class covers almost the same thing as mine, it's the same base and the has similar points. However, she has a better class than me! The explications are way better, the way the teachers explains makes sense and it's logic, I am sure she must learn way more with what she does than what I am learning in my boring unclear class QnQ I don't know it just made me feel failed when I realised I pay so much more money for a class that is suppose to help me in the future and a class of cegep is better than mine OTL

Anyway, I will stop complaining I promise! I really thought it was a great day and all, I liked it and I wish I could spend more time with her. I realised that I don't have many people I trust enough irl for me to call a friend anymore, and she is one of the people I trust the most. I really wish I could be a person who would bond easily and openly say my feelings toward people who are precious to me...It would really help me ... 

I really want to finish working on the ne