Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Complains



I hate my day ;_; I don't want to sound selfish, but I don't freaking care if my teammate had a fight with her boyfriend. I can understand that it's difficult and everything, but seriously I absolutely don't want to know the fucking details!!!


I don't care!!  I'm not her friend nor her family and I suck at giving love advice! I also have freaking serious problems with my life, irl.

Dude, if she is not my friend or my family, it's none of my business what happens in her freaking life!

I don't need to get depress because of her life, I'm already trying to ignore my problems so much!
I will always be there for my friends and my family, irl or on the Internet, even to people I don't really know on the Internet and even if I know it might make me sad, I will always hear them and try to help. But I also know that they will always be there for me, no matter what. So being depressed about my friends/family problems never bothers me...however, that person...I doubt she will be there for the rest of my life and help me. She made it clear that she doesn't give a damn about me. She always brags about having a great social life, so stop bothering me dammit! I am not the same as her and I don't think the same way! I will never!

Stop waisting my time and ruining my day! I have enough to cope about, dammit!

I bet I look super selfish and cruel right now OTL I'm not proud of it, but I feel irritated with so little things these last days (is it because of stress? I hope because I don't want to live like this the rest of my life) and the way she acts annoys me so much... I just want to give up on everything, I am not kidding.

I wish I was stronger...and more positive...wasn't it my promise? So why am I being so upset for such a little thing QnQ

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