Arghh, I don't know why, but I feel so depressed. T_T



I guess it has something to do with probably my sickness, though, I feel better. I am not nauseaus anymore and my headache is gone, my head also stopped spinning.

But, i feel so bad, I feel like I could (and probaby will) cry right here, right now ;_;

I don't know why....I heard that vitamins B help you reduce being teary, I don't know if it's true, I should make more research, but if it's true, I really do need to take some, because that's probably the problem.
I need vitamins, I probably don't eat well enough and I really need vitamins. I had vitamins, but once I took them I really didn't felt good, so i stopped.

Anyway, I thought I probably should go see my doctor soon, I have a lot of problems, but at the same time, I don't want my parents to know, because when I cry (for no apparent reason) my parents "laugh" at me and/or call me crazy... I wish I could see somone to tell me if I am having a depression or something like that, you know someone who wouldn't call me crazy, because I feel sad.